Can you tell? I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder

Like my boy Kanye, if I'm not mistaken. What else are you gonna be, if you're God? You're either going to be pretty happy, or pretty pissed off, am I right? The ratio of good to bad is a lot better these days than, say, ten years ago, or even five.

Yeah, my family had no clue what to make of me, I was indifferent or hostile to everything about life, except music and art. Especially money, even when I was paying forty cents a hit for LSD, I wasn't any good with money. I can spend the stuff, but piling it up, not so much.

But books, I did prodigious amounts of work with books, it just didn't look like work, and I haven't been paid for it. I usually had more books than dollars, if you counted them up, even though I always had to sell my books, so I can't be photographed in front of them, I only brought a handful down to Mexico with me. 

One of which happens to be a book called Shakespeare's Verbal Art by William Bellamy. I won't say anything more than that, other than it's interesting. I also brought down the copy of Anti-Machiavel that I permanently borrowed from the St. Louis Public Library. When I did my amends in AA, I thought about saying to my sponsor, you know, to be honest I owe the library some money. More than they know about. Also the library in Portland, Oregon, and a few other places, but I don't really want to get into it with them, if you know what I mean. I decided to just let it pass.